i miss you, my dearest

passing by some places does bring back old memories
the times we had together

the saddest thing is that
being in this place everyday
and having that someone with me for years
is no longer by my side

same place, everyday, 7years ago
for 12years
but the memories have fade

i wish time would stop at that moment
when ur arms were around me
and me waiting for u to get home

there is so little i can remember of you
12years with you seems long
but i was a child then

dreaming of so much im going to do
going to places with you
hoping you would bring me to school everyday
letting everyone know i've a great you in my life

i wonder how you are
i wonder how it would be like if you're with me
i wonder how you would talk to me now, as a grown-up girl
i wonder if you've ever visited me after you left

so much i can wonder
but there is nothing i can do

i can only day dream about the if you're still by my side

where are you?
i miss you

u may never see this
but i hope u can feel my misses up there

this is something i lack
and i cant find any one who can replace you in my life

you may not be around with me
but i have you in my heart wherever i go
i think of you all the time

hope to see you soon,
how soon would that be?
i got no idea.

'till then

thats me, for you.