jayne

2006-11-12T01:08:00.000+08:00

dear God,
fill my heart with your love that knows no fear

i am not blogging anymore
goodbye people

333

i want elmo

2006-11-09T21:25:00.000+08:00

have been thinking if i should get that big sized elmo.
i really like it alot!
get or dont get~!

finally had maya8 installed =)
have to thank eugene for his help
thanks tins!

All to you

2006-11-07T14:39:00.000+08:00

Now is the time
When heaven blends with earthly saints
The world resounds as angels sing
“Our God reigns”
I give my all to you
I give my all to you

From heavens throne
Your river flows to this land
And on this rock foundations lay
Here we stand
I give my all to you
I give my all to you

Pouring out this treasure You gave
In Your promises, our hearts turn brave
I will arise and lay down this sacrifice
As we’re building Your house on high

Your kingdom come
Your will be done
On earth as in heaven

2006-11-05T22:04:00.000+08:00

Someone once said:
"Do you know why is it so hard to leave someone?
Because when he's far far away,
there's nothing that you can do for him like before."

happy jayne larh

2006-11-01T22:42:00.000+08:00

today is the first time i handle so much cables
sorting them out and tying them up neatly

wore the contact lens bought by mummy from msia
i haven wear contacts for months!
man, i kept doing the action(lifting my spects up)
i guess im too used to spects =X

i got a B+ for one of my module test

I'm Happy, enough said!

i need a new pair of spects
i need new clothes
i need to save money
i cant wait to get the acer laptop on monday

I WANT TO GO BACK TO VIVO CITY!!!

vivo city

2006-10-31T23:43:00.000+08:00

this is the 1st time im feeling unsure bout the problem statement for multimedia authoring
video streaming, progressive download and PHP streaming
i did a bit of the work
yep, but still kind of clueless

met kenneth(the god-father!?), fyp supervisor for my team
if eric tan is the god-father for sean,eugene,eric's team
or rather they call him the god-father of multimedia
then ken. will be my team's god-father
okay, whatever

sukhim, shireen and i had our own individual storyboard done and shown to kenneth
and yep, my storyboard is fine and i can start doing the modelling for my robot and the objects
im kinda excited to do the modelling
but its not going to be easy
as my maya is terrible
kenneth was in a good mood!

went down to vivo city after eric's ut
together w shireen and gaara
it was good
tons of shop, but so little time
didnt get to go those shops that i want to :(
so many things i want to get

1.elmo from toy'r'us
2.clothes from mooks
3.what else!!! ohmygod, my memory is failing me. i cant remember.

checked out acer and sony laptops
finally decided on a acer one as the specs are far better than sony
with 1GB ram, 120GB HDD, built-in camera & etc
will tell my mum about it soon
really cant stand this current one im using, tsk

i definitely have to go back to the mall
like durrh~, its 15mins bus ride from my hse

the journey back home after vivo
was not good at all
O'well x 2

off to watch '5 people you meet in heaven'
taken from eugene

Bye!

2006-10-29T23:02:00.000+08:00

dreams and reality felt so real
i cant differentiate them at times

2006-10-28T00:47:00.000+08:00

i always believe that u will catch me when i fall

i still do, up to now

have a good laugh.

2006-10-26T23:14:00.000+08:00

its quite a good day today

=D

a good morning
a good lunch
a good otw home
'nuff said

we may be at the right place at the right time
but sometimes we just missed it

2006-10-24T23:51:00.000+08:00

i bought a book today
chicken soup for the christian soul =]

and i bought some photoframes

sometimes i dont understand how conversation carries on when its going nowhere

good day

2006-10-23T22:40:00.000+08:00

though studying for one day and i'll have the next 2 days off
is really tempting to skip today's class
but i didnt

why is tt so..
lets see.

1. my last sem's video was chosen as part of today's module, problem statement
that makes me kind of excited to see it. =D
2. i didnt have the intention to skip class today

yep.
we had to compress video and put it in website and for CD

day not wasted but a bit not so well
cause shireen the elephant nv come! :(

i hope u like this as much as i do =]

2006-10-23T00:18:00.000+08:00

Dominance.

2006-10-20T20:58:00.000+08:00

i realised ive been a really D person.
D for Dominance

I want things to go my way
and when it doesnt
i will be unhappy,
or rather angry.

ive been infected by sean's hypeactive
been talking some cranky stuff in class
at times not exactly related
or just trying to find fault in friend's words

what has happened to me!!!

anyway, check out my photoshop work.

my work for today, model: my team mates

i did this today too

editted this cause i wanted to try the sepia feel to it so i can work on my photos taken for today's work

and my story for fyp is finally accepted by kenneth.! =]

i miss you, my dearest

2006-10-20T00:15:00.000+08:00

passing by some places does bring back old memories
the times we had together

the saddest thing is that
being in this place everyday
and having that someone with me for years
is no longer by my side

same place, everyday, 7years ago
for 12years
but the memories have fade

i wish time would stop at that moment
when ur arms were around me
and me waiting for u to get home

there is so little i can remember of you
12years with you seems long
but i was a child then

dreaming of so much im going to do
going to places with you
hoping you would bring me to school everyday
letting everyone know i've a great you in my life

i wonder how you are
i wonder how it would be like if you're with me
i wonder how you would talk to me now, as a grown-up girl
i wonder if you've ever visited me after you left

so much i can wonder
but there is nothing i can do

i can only day dream about the if you're still by my side

where are you?
i miss you

u may never see this
but i hope u can feel my misses up there

this is something i lack
and i cant find any one who can replace you in my life

you may not be around with me
but i have you in my heart wherever i go
i think of you all the time

hope to see you soon,
how soon would that be?
i got no idea.

'till then

thats me, for you.

2006-10-18T20:33:00.000+08:00

laptop is fine. :)

its a sad day

2006-10-17T23:55:00.000+08:00

just how sad can my day be?

lets see.

my laptop got a bit cranky in the middle of the lesson
i cant open my IE, msn,
practically everything that u can open, i cant
that surely sucks!

i was yawning in class this morning
and i got no idea how i dislocated my jaw at the left of my mouth
its a minor one, but its pain
ive to chew my food very slowly. tsk!

yep, over 2 issues.
its bad enough.

ohyah, cant leave this out:
i had a closed to 45mins of walk on monday

15mins from my hse to train station
15mins from woodlands to school
15mins from school to woodlands

reason being i forgot to bring my ez-link card

The jaw's prayer by Sean aka Bessie

most assuredly i say to your jaw
jaw in your mouth
jaw be your name
thy jawbone come
thy cheekbone will be done
on the teeth as it is in your mouth
gives us this day our daily yawn
and lead us not into overkill
but deliever us from the dislocation
for yours is the jaw, the yawn, and the mouth forever
amen!

sean has been really hyper recently
no idea what has gotten into him.

wooooha

2006-10-16T22:04:00.000+08:00

15mins before my 3D animation understanding test(UT) starts
i went to the toilet
just before i got back to class
bump into zhou bo, my yr2sem1 classmate,
she told me that the test is gonna be theory

no maya, no hands on!!!
ohmygod, i was so happy.
this test makes me so nervous,
i opened my maya in case my comp lags
1st thing i did when i went back to class
was to close my maya, lol

hahahaha..*phew, no maya.

i discover something amazing yesterday
fulvia had 2 chicken poxs mark somewhere in between her eyes
which is like same as me!
coincident or what?
i cant believe it. lol
but i think its rather amazing

i developed 60 over photos from my comp.
and have placed them nicely in my photo album. :)
more to go,
since there's a promotion of 30cents for 4R

:( with myself

2006-10-12T23:50:00.000+08:00

im not going to talk so much from now on,
for things that happened to my friends

sometimes i just talk too much
that i just go on like i dont know.
nvm.

it was just not a good day in school
"story for fyp got rejected by kenneth
got to re-do.
how to even get started w/o a storyboard

the rest i shall not say
whats over is over.

met up wth janice for some shopping&dinner
to check out the bag and jeans i want
bought neither.
cause of some unexpected results :(

but it was good to relax myself
dinner, walk arnd, good chat, good companion
janice, no more kallang waves pls!

and a photo of the haze i took last wk before i go.

hmm...

2006-10-12T15:31:00.000+08:00

i was just wondering...

everyone would have come across this
"god sis, god mum, god bro, god dad, god(insert whatever you've heard before)"

i was just wondering why is it God

why not satan sis, satan bro and etc, and etc.
or
buddha mum, buddha dad and etc,
how about
allah bro, allah mum and etc.

i have a lot more in mind,
these are just some basic we all should know as a singaporean

maybe there's a story behind it that was in the past and brough to the future
or
was it created by some random human who once lived long ago.

whichever it is or may not be either one
and you know why,
pls tell me.

dont tell me cus it sounds better with God,
allah sis sounds good too!

dont you agree?

lol.

and this..

2006-10-10T14:33:00.000+08:00

you're gonna love this!

2006-10-09T13:47:00.000+08:00

where are you looking at today

2006-10-09T00:20:00.000+08:00

no one looks at the past anymore
we're all looking and moving towards the future

time and tide waits for no man

where are you looking at today; the future or the history
all the past successes are history
all those failures are history
you cant change them anymore
look at them and move on

what you can change today is the future,
what that is to come.

all the best! :)

bad day

2006-10-02T23:08:00.000+08:00

1st. i overslpt, late for class
2nd. i had runny nose for the entire day;
it hasnt stop. urgh.

terrible!

i seriously cant stand jade from america's next top model.
gooooodness!!!
i was hoping that she gets eliminated
overly-confident cant get u nowhere

the night

2006-10-01T23:19:00.000+08:00

i hate it when the sky is misty at night
especially when im walking home

i just feel like blogging again

2006-09-26T23:01:00.000+08:00

i realise i have a lot of internal joke or story with my friend(s)

i'll name a few

Sean - our happy birthsday story from yr3sem1
the 7 other pals in our group still cant catch why we always say that
such an internal joke
talking about it now still makes me laugh

Kai - our best friend story
how we always address each other as 'best fren'

Shireen - our tiny little secrets here and there
the times we talk about those things the guys will not know
some coincidental things in between
how she always push me to chocolate when we see him around

Duh - our never ending stories we share with one another
others will never understand
those cranky stuff we do with tian
the story of our lives others will never get to know
the jane she sees and others dont

Tian - our pussycat story with duh
those funny things we do

Janice - this girl understands me!
she has got my deepest secret
and she keeps them to herself
how we can cook up story that will never come true
joking bout her grandma =X
i hope she still rems

i have a few of those tiny winy little ones with a lot other friends of mine

how about you?
do u have any joke/story that wld remind u when u think of this person?

'Friends are a necessity in life'

hahaha, hahaha

2006-09-26T14:00:00.000+08:00

its web games development lesson today
nothing much,
just need to do a proposal
lol.

im still thinking of the shoe i saw in jb last tues
i want to go back and get it
shireen wants to get her dress
i must go get it sooooooon

the staff at citylink 7eleven are a little insane
saying those crazy things -_-
good thing is i can go there and browse magazine
lol

im so addicted to youtube
was watching jimmy lin on some guest show yday
hehehe
gonna continue tonight.
:P

just as i mention him
i can sense that he is thinking of me
all the way in taiwan
*blush*

3rd day of sch

2006-09-25T14:40:00.000+08:00

Yap.
its the 3rd day of sch today

1st day - not too bad

2nd day - eh, so-so

3rd day - presentation less than 5 mins , 2 team members; shireen and me

i think today's fac shld be quite nice
hope my team can get a A

lighting was great last sat
served at childrens church
did games and worship
the praise&worship were awesome
the children were so cute
and i really love their worship songs
i think i'll be getting their album
btw, its cch's 1st album
now i know how to warm up the conventional lights and moving light

went for media ministry interview last sat
i guess 90% i should be in
amazing thing is,
the interviewer is my sister's SOT classmate
thus, the interview was a really relax one

sleepie sunday
so thats all.

1st day of sch

2006-09-21T20:31:00.000+08:00

and im already so tired
not exactly tired

but its the 3d animation
faint*
i got to conquer it for the next 15wks
may i made it thru'

no skipping of lessons
till jan 07

which means i have to be discipline
not to feel lazy to go sch
for 11wks this year

jayne! u can do it...

shireen, lets do well for our fyp too k.

at jb on tues, lunch time!

suddenly suddenly

2006-09-20T21:38:00.000+08:00

suddenly
i miss chocolate
ohwell...

tmr is the start of sem2
which also mean its my last sem in poly
fast huh.
i remember how i dread school during my yr1

im in a neutral mood regarding the start of the new sem tmr
kind of miss my holiday
thou it didnt really felt like a holiday
i only had like less than 5 days of real holiday

today was not a very good day
must every good day be accompanied by a bad day
hmm.
im fine now

yap. hope this new sem will be a great sem
lol...

happy tuesday

2006-09-20T13:34:00.000+08:00

met shireen, gene, ivan & eric at kranji mrt
and off we start our journey to jb
for shopping, movie and good food

1st stop : cinema
watched 'little man'

2nd stop : shopping

3rd stop : lunch

next : movie at 1.25pm
ends : 3.20+ pm
cost : 9rm

4th stop : back to shopping

we shop 3/4 of the time

we getta see 'sweety' the taiwan girl band
city square was their last promotion stop
haha.
went to check it out a bit

dinner was at the 'streets hawker'
we had roti john, stingray, satays, etc
each person is bout 12rm
good deal~

yap, we bought quite a number of stuff

gene managed to made it thru the custom with :
- a nov expired passport to jb
- 14 pirated dvds in his bag back to sg

photos can be found in shireen's blog
look for her name under the navigation

the new semester class list is out
shireen and sean wil be in my class for all days
gene for 3d animation (thank God!!!)

i cant/i can

2006-09-19T01:03:00.000+08:00

when i look into the lives of my frens and people around me
i cant help but feel a lack in mine at certain areas

just as i was reading my fren's latest entry
it came to me that not everyone will get the best of the world
or rather not a single soul on this earth is that lucky

have u ever been/felt unlucky before?
lol.

do u believe in luck? hmm.

i may have my lack in life
when my frens have that, that i dont

but i have what others doesnt have

maybe at the end of the day,
everything will sum up to be the same

hah, just what am i talking about
ignore me.

cold~!

2006-09-16T00:54:00.000+08:00

its a cold cold cold day today
should have brought a jacket w me
tsk
was freezing 3/4 of the time

Anyway, shireen wanted me to do this quiz

You've Been Bit By the Shopping Bug!

You're constantly adding to your wardrobe - and it showsHowever, you can show some restraint. You love good deals.Your love of the clearance rack has paid off...You probably have only maxed out card or two, if at all!

Are You a Shopaholic?

finally

2006-09-14T23:12:00.000+08:00

ive finished my green forest :)
after so long, i know

rio finished it in 3days, mths ago
shireen finished it in definitely less than 1wk during august

gosh.

Over-due pictures taken 2weeks ago at sentosa with my digital audio&video classmates

i had a terrible nightmare this morning :(

im done. ciaos~

how about the happies

2006-09-13T00:16:00.000+08:00

on my way back from msia
i was thinking of how im going to blog about my unhappy day
then i came out with this:
why should i blog about the unhappies
yap. i threw them aside
and im going to tell u my happies

so i went msia w my mum and aunt today
2hrs down from jb to my mum's hometown
went to visit my mum's relatives

nothing much happen

was actually not very happy
but still those nice relatives turn it arnd
and overtake the unhappies

yap.
photos long overdue
enjoy~!

guess who?little noel!!!

thats all for today.

im dead tired, bye~

:(

2006-09-11T01:38:00.000+08:00

i seriously dont like ulcer :(

four against one

2006-09-08T01:04:00.000+08:00

ANGELS, CHRISTIAN, GOD, devil, JESUS.

This is a discussion you need to read! Enjoy it. I did!

GOD: Angels, do you know what I was just thinking about?

ANGELS: What were you thinking about?

GOD: Christians seem to have forgotten what kind of power they have available and the devil keeps on deceiving them!

ANGELS: God, exactly what are you driving at?

GOD: I have made my children in such a way that when the people of the world are sitting, they would be standing, when the world is standing,they will stand out, when the world stands out, my children must beoutstanding and when the devil dares the world to be outstanding, my people will be the standards to be used!

JESUS CHRIST: They (Christians) are also forgetting the words in Ephesians 1:3.

GOD: Please read it out!

ANGEL: PRAISE BE TO THE GOD AND FATHER OF OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST , WHO HAS BLESSED US IN THE HEAVENLY PLACES WITH EVERY SPIRITUAL BLESSING IN CHRIST .

ANGEL: So what do we do now since the end is almost near ?

HOLY SPIRIT: My Presence is still among men and I will teach and remind the Christians of all that we have discussed. I will also make sure that they pass this message on!

JESUS CHRIST: I will also keep on interceding for them and stand in for them even in their weaknesses.

GOD: I will also make sure that I give to all those who ask of me, seek me and try to find me . The blessings I have promised them through my son Jesus Christ will be delivered to all those who discover that I, Jehovah, I am ready to bless them! Not because of any special things that they have done, but just because I LOVE THEM !

JESUS CHRIST: I will also give all my followers who are willing to pass this conversation on, enough strength to carry on!

ANGELS: We are all backing THE TRINITY and even the devil cannot stop us! How funny! Christians are finally taking over and .......

DEVIL (eavesdropping behind the gates): I hope you all heard! I will deploy more troops (demons) and make sure the Christians pray less, read their Bibles less, preach less and make sure this mail does not move anywhere!

will u pass this on?

Grrr

2006-09-06T23:23:00.000+08:00

i can really kill myself talking to my mum

=(

2006-09-04T21:12:00.000+08:00

bad ulcers

ive a few ulcers in my mouth
=(

gross

2006-08-31T00:31:00.000+08:00

Yucks.

my right eye was irritated badly this morning
and i kep rubbing it
so stupid

realise there's a strand of hair inside
gross!
i mean how on earth did it get in to my eye

so i went toilet to try but
i was thinking if tts part of my eye or its a hair
yah, i cldnt figure out
and i was afraid to pull it out
in case it cut my eye
goodness me, thinking of stupid things

but its freaky can
im used to havin eyelashes getting into my eye
but its a hair!!!
for crying out loud

anyway, it didnt irritate me after like 11am
so i had a peaceful afternoon and night
just tt kinda worried

so being the mummy girl
i just have to call and let my mum know
she said come home and try to get it out

when i reached home
i told her i dont dare
mummy wanted to bring me to a&e

so i had my shower
then tried to get tt sickening hair out
but failed.
mom said go a&e

we were at the door about to go
when i told mom tt i shld try again
went back to try

and i got it out!!!
so stupid
the hair is as long as my pinkie(little finger)
to make it worst
theres a eyelash attached to it

nevertheless,
thank God its out
and i didnt go a&e
else my mom had to spend those innocent money

btw, i think its my fringe.
i still wonder how it got into my eye
*faints*

angry so angry

2006-08-30T00:33:00.000+08:00

i dont know how ure gonna think after reading my post
but im still angry

with all these rich children

i was watching this show in mtv
'my sweet 16'
talking bout how this 16yr old girl
plans her bday party
from scratch to the big fat day of hers

i am so so so angry right from the start of the show

1st - she started by saying,
ive a big house
ive 2 maid
ive a chauffeur
my bro had a grand party on his 21st bday
my parents often attend extravagent parties
i am burning with FIRE deep inside me

2ndly - next is when she went on to plan her fat day
this shop had to be 'closed' cus she's going shopping with her 2 lucky girlfriends
she bought them dress to wear on her fat day
costing 3k!
okay, i dont know what country is tt, i think its US!?

next she went to this circus and said she wants some circus stunts
yep. so they talked about what stunts to be used on her fat day

she had this i-forgot-how-u-call-that lady to go to her friends' house to give them invitation
what the heck.
she was watching from the car as the lady went to give her friends the invitation
like is there a need?

she was unhappy cause the hotel in charge said the circus stunts are not able to work out
'in the end they solve the problem and yep, everything went according as she planned'

oh, she had this i dont know rapper or deejay to rap or sth at her bday
i think he's a celebrity or sth

3rdly - at her party
her parents bought her a BMW white color car costing 49K!
'now, im jealous. whats more its a white car!!!'
she mentioned sth i cant rem but it makes me feel like tripping her!

4th - at the very end
she hao-lianly said
this entire birthday cost more than 200k!

wah......!!!
i think she dont freaking know how hard it is to earn money
she is only 16 for goodness sake
and she is spending money like its water flowing from the tap

breathe in breathe out

i wonder if they have ever put a thought into how hard their parents work to provide for them
cant they like save a bit.

Grrrrr...

forgot to say her birthday theme is french
i think everyone was given this t-shirt
with j'adore nicole printed on it.
yucks.
gross

this is good

2006-08-27T01:15:00.000+08:00

took this pic on friday
on the way to the train station
look at the sky, its clear blue w hardly any clouds!
nice huh.

u tell me why lah

2006-08-23T00:46:00.000+08:00

firstly, i am happy
because:
-my day has been a fruitful one
-i saw yufen and james at prayer meeting
-i learn sth new for lighting today
-i got to know my ltg crew better
-i like my tcher for today
-i remove the virus from my thumbdrive
I AM HAPPY STILL HAPPY EVEN THOUGH URE GOING TO READ A CHUNK OF UNHAPPIES

secondly, i am UNHAPPY!!!

Everyone tell me now!!
does owning a Ed Hardy item makes one a rich person?

okay, i have a ed hardy jacket
my sis has a ed hardy shirt
and im looking fwd for more to come
so does that make me rich?

u assume i am cus i have one ah..
or was that a sarcastic remark
are u narrow minded or narrow minded?
why dont you say i am rich cause i have a IPOD NANO
maybe i should wave my slim and sleek nano in front of you
and make u kneel down and worship me
cause i have some real cool stuff that u dont

next, do not talk behind my back can !?
1stly, it is very rude
2ndly, it is very low class
3rdly, i dont like it
4thly, i believe you dont like it too if i did the same

for goodness sake,
u can have an ed hardy item too
save money lah!

one last thing,
u give me the idea that you believe only the rich can get ed hardy
so the poor cant lah,
what crap is that!!!

does that mean only the rich can come out shopping
the poor can only go pasar malam

PLEASE PEOPLE,
DONT ALWAYS GIVE CRAP COMMENTS AND ASK STUPID THINGS
IT IS STUPID ENOUGH
I WILL PRAY FOR YOUR WORDS TO BE MORE TACTFUL =)

AND, STOP TALKING BEHIND MY BACK BEFORE I SLAP YOU WITH MY NANO

haha
i will not.

BUT I AM WARNING YOU
DONT MAKE ME UNHAPPY
WHEN I AM I AM ABLE TO SHUT U UP
dont test the mighty jayne

ask me if u want to know who i am refering to
cause the person who force me write this
is not even a close fren to me
and HE yes its a freaking he
makes me do this
its more than 1 but still HEs
why are the HEs so BA GUA now ...!
tsk tsk...

back again

2006-08-22T00:22:00.000+08:00

i am back again

my tcher gave class 100bucks to buy food to eat today
so nice.!
we had canadian pizza and kfc
awesome!

im glad i pass this module thou my attendance are really bad
now im praying that tcher will push me higher for a better grade
i mean my current grade is not bad
but i want a better grade

forgetful jayne

2006-08-21T00:05:00.000+08:00

how can i be so forgetful

i have been really forgetful =(

i saw mtv vj UTT today
and he said hi to me

i almost fainted

no more putting of aeroplane on me

= |

2006-08-20T00:39:00.000+08:00

its a

happy
sad
fruitful

saturday

recently, love has been a big topic
i dont know why
but i see my frens or people arnd me emphasizing on it

lets just say everyone of us has a love tank
which needs to be fill up everyday

we all need love
i need and u need

how full is ur love tank today
i was thinking about this

my love tank is filled for today
thou there may be a bit of minus here and there
but the plus over takes the minus

thats pam and me, my lighting ministry fren taken last last last wkend

you cant get this anywhere else

jayne = weird

2006-08-19T01:34:00.000+08:00

ive been in a really crappy or rather weird mood recently

let me state a few reason why.

1.
was in the lift
the lady in front of me press 2nd level
and me staying on the 7th level
casually stretch my finger out and pressed the 9th level
what was i thinking !!

2.
went in hall early as colin said alex is alone at the console
at least i dont hav to queue. =X
but the thing is...
i have been walking around hall ever since i entered it
nvm bout this.
but i forgot where my cell sits like, twice.
same, i dont know what was i thinking.

3.
ive been talking some nonsense recently.
maybe its just the arrival of the end of the sem

actually theres one more
but i cant rem.

nvm.

i leave u w a pic of weird jayne with an excessive overdose of coffee

i present...

2006-08-14T15:41:00.000+08:00

photos taken last last week
during FOP and church's 17th anniversary

here i proudly present:
me and Nikki of CCC band
the one and only, drummer Matt and me
And again, Matt's backview
and now u get a side view of Matt
Now is it is a back view of Matt but the focus is on the 3 lights on stage, there are the follow spot. the one on the extreme right is by me on Nikki on the 17th anni.

yep. more photos another day

2006-08-10T21:42:00.000+08:00

~~entry deleted~~

happy me

2006-08-06T23:43:00.000+08:00

it has been a good 1 week after my fyp

have been a very exciting day every week
thank God for the people around me cept' for a handful

i have a bunch of friends who i can talk to every day
about my problems
my complains
my unhappiness
my life
my school
mainly just everything

i have never shared so much before in my entire life
what you said was true
i shld learn to be more open and not keep everything to myself
thankyou for the encouraging/uplifting words always
i cant thank you personally now
but deep in my heart im really glad to have known you
you've been a blessing in my life
i can never thank God enough for you

lighting ministry has been fun
did followspot today
1st time and it was on Nikki Fletcher of CCC
my eyes were practically glued to her thru-out P&W

saw the ndp fireworks yday
was simply awesome!
and yes my eyes were glued to the sky for 15mins
i recorded the fireworks down in my hp
let me know if you want to see

photo with CCC and autograph on friday
pictures up another day

i am loving every single moment of my life!

i still wonder

2006-07-31T11:18:00.000+08:00

how people can be so busy having fun
that they totally forgot about you
when someone else who went with you to the fun
even bothers to sms and tell me how it went
but you didnt

and the worst is i called you
but all u cld tell me is no more than 10words

what more im not even close to that someone
and you.
nvm
i am just quite unhappy

but ive stepped out of being disappointed with people
they fail me ALL THE TIME

why am i telling all this?
u mean it is wrong to say my hearts out here
then what is a blog for?
collect dust? let it rot?

come on, we all have a bottle inside of us
when we are unhappy we throw it all in to the bottle
what if one day the bottle is full?
we'll overflow, and thats nt good

i want to halved my unhappiness
if u get to read it its halved. hoho

if you dont agree w what i say
then i guess you're in the wrong world, heaven/hell ?
haha

ive submitted my yr3sem1 FYP. yeay!

2006-07-28T14:58:00.000+08:00

one burden lifted off my shoulder

=) prayer works wonder

2006-07-27T21:32:00.000+08:00

i wont raise my hands up and surrender

those wrong choices and mistakes ive made are enough to wake me up

what am i to do now

one thing for sure

2006-07-25T23:12:00.000+08:00

im exhausted!

fyp

2006-07-24T21:42:00.000+08:00

had a 4hours+ of fyp with shireen today
at woodlands mrt
4hours seem so short,
but the work done was crazy

jus as we were packing up to go
shireen got a news that deadline for fyp has extended!
to next monday
2 more wkends

lol.
kai is such a funnie best friend
guess only my sister&janice will get what im tryin to say

c h o c o l a t e

2006-07-21T15:35:00.000+08:00

im happie today!
hah.
yep! its about chocolate

i shall not go on.

=(

2006-07-20T12:11:00.000+08:00

i lost my ezlink card again.

the last time someone gave back to me
this time rnd
i hope it'll be the same

why is everyone telling me to be happy
and i wonder why is it so hard
i always find the positive so artificial

im beginning to have difficulty knowing myself
my words dont flow with what my mind is thinking

whatever it is,
I WANT MY EZLINK CARD BACK

hehe.

2006-07-18T21:56:00.000+08:00

after today's photoshop lesson
i realised ive great interest for photoshop!
i lurve photoshop.

FYP - 10more days! =X
PP - i must get it done b4 sem1 ends

now i feel more like a year3
lol

episode 9 (3/7 and 4/7) of green forest for today
after that,
gonna do my fyp.

i took so long to finish that 15episode of green forest
rio finished it in 3 days!
which is 5 episode a day.
my classmate watched it during the last hol
and me,
im still at the 2/3 of it =(

anyway, this is my work for today. dont ask me why its about sg, the problem statement is set by my school. what do u think? i did it using photoshop, if u still dont know by now.

mighty Jayne

2006-07-15T02:03:00.000+08:00

have you ever wonder why people can create such a big hoo-haa over somethings that you've got/bought/done?

it happens to me sometimes.
and i wonder why...
i mean they cant believe i am capable of it?
or i should own this or that?
or they're simply jealous?
or they think its a competition?
if jayne got this, why cant i?
if jayne can do this, why cant i?
why jayne has this and i dont?
i hope it is none of them.

i will say,
i am capable
i learn to be independent
i learn to lean on my ability and not rely on others,
ive got my own set of backbone to lean on

i will not be pull down by people, the words they say, the way they look at me
i will stand strong, even if i am alone

i will not be despise,
cus i am destine for great purpose
i am above and beyond, exceedingly and abundantly

and i am nth w/o Jesus Christ

i will always look at the world, the people on this earth with a positive attitude.
for ive learn,
people will fail you
god will never fail me
and i will not fail myself

i do have my handicaps in my life,
but i will not let it get in my way

i am a strong and a brave girl =)

in closing, i leave you with a picture i took,
with my teamates for digital media design

fyp

2006-07-10T11:46:00.000+08:00

sigh,
i just got freak out by my fac, talking about fyp
the deadline
the standard
the presentation
the grading

18more days to the submission

pls dont ask me out anymore until the end of july
this wed is an exception (doing my pp)

if i ** fail this module,
i have to repeat 1 semester

no way!
i cant do that

on a happy side,
lightings celebrated mine, pamela, colin and michaels' birthday last sat
just before our training
sound and lighting celebrated bro william's birthday on the same day too
there were like 15+ and above lighting crew present on sat
bro william said its his 1st time seeing so many ltg crew = \

the weather..

2006-07-08T12:40:00.000+08:00

past few days' weather has been crazy.
first it was hot,
then it rained..

and it was hot again
the weather is so crappy..
friday:
joined my sis's cg for makeup cg meeting
then dinner/supper with steph and rio at swensens

steph and me at coffee beans

its just another entry

2006-07-03T22:14:00.000+08:00

finally ive had my earphone changed
for free!! cus its still under warranty
the apple staff answered me some nonsense when i told him to fault of the earphone
he directed me to the service counter
like, if you dont know,
then dont tell me nonsense

my mum's relative from msia came on sunday,
leaving tmr.
they're such nice people
was in town with them
yep.

im leaving gdp,
thats sth to be happy for

i better start to do my fyp
else i'll kill myself.

:(

2006-07-02T00:53:00.000+08:00

i guess im dying soon
from all the junks ive been eating
for the past weeks.

still quite unhappy
nvm.

..

2006-06-30T00:03:00.000+08:00

i have been feeling unhappy recently.

sigh
nth major.

hhappie belated birthday...

2006-06-27T23:42:00.000+08:00

...to me

nth much to blog recently.
i mean its not like my life is boring or a routine
just that theres so much to do in a day
that i cant possibly blog everything down.

birthday was great
thanks so much to all for the sms, msn, testi wishes
in a nutshell, this yr birthday is quite an amazing one.
bday celebrated with N283, rp chc, gdp
friends like clement, janice, shireen, lynal, yeeting, steph, xinny, abel, etc etc.
my family, mum, sis, bro, aunt, uncle, grandma..
lol.
i can never thank God enough for all these friends in my life.
if ure not mentioned, it doesnt mean i forgot u.
its been a few days after my bday, new things has clot my mind.

happy lah.

2006-06-20T17:46:00.000+08:00

i realise sometimes there are just some things in life,
we'll never get.
not all things are as simple as you see.
you might think you're going to get this or that easily,
but it may not be the case.

in the contrary,
there are the things which we think we can never do it
but when we tried,
we succeed.

wait till u go thru' sth like that,
and u'll get what im saying.
if u tell me u've nv experience this before,
ure lying to urself.

hah. humans are such funny creatures.
what do u think?

i always think im weird,
up to now.

it was nice talking to francine today via sms.
talking to duh is the coolest; we've endless similarities.

i felt so independent today.
i went school on my own,
i mean not meeting my friends lah.
thou' the queue for the bus is so freaking long.
i left school alone to take train home.

and ive got a free whipped potato from kfc today.
the lady said its b'cus i waited for so long
which i think its 7mins.
lol

my sister dont let me have the sports channel.
that means no WC for me.

i wish

2006-06-19T15:03:00.000+08:00

i wish i can sleep forever and never wake up again.

sometimes i really like sleeping long hours.
when i wake up i felt like the world has spin 674926355rounds
and im so far behind
yes. this is how fast the world is moving.

And so, photos from last tuesday outing with jas and stepha view from where jas,steph,me were sitting at cinewe had fondue heavenly, w dark & white chocolatethen we start taking photos w the fruits/brownies w our fondue dipjas me stephanother photo w/o our foodwe love fondue.steph and me at a neo-print machine booth

have you

2006-06-18T00:01:00.000+08:00

have you ever wonder what u say or do, irregardless in the real life or the virtual world, hurts people in a way you dont even know?
have you ever thought through what your heart wants to say before u framed it into words and express it out?

have you ever wonder how people will react after you done the 1st ive mentioned above?
have you ever put a thought in other people's shoe?

have you ever felt, how i felt like what ive said so much above?

i was just thinking maybe i shld write a book. :)
i mean pen down my thoughts.

i carry no means of attacking anyone,
it is genuinely my thoughts,
on my daily life
the things i faced.

if u think im talking to you,
then do sth about it.

i may talk about it, but not pin-pointing anyone.
it doesnt mean i dont refer to u.

i will not tell u my unhappiness,
i will write/type them down. in the virtual world
if u catch me, then u do.
else..
i wont give a care.

remember ure not prefect,
im not perfect
but we're working towards being perfect
unless ure lazy, lazy to change, to improve
the world will not wait for you. :)
as simple as that.

bowling w cg was great yday.
wished i had my bowling ball w me,
the house ball is so big for my fingers.
best game 135.
it is not even good enuff.
w that, i can never enter sch team.
ala, whatever.

ohyah.
and i support BRAZIL

random thots.

2006-06-15T22:42:00.000+08:00

I had some soul searching recently,
very bad.
some truth i discover about myself
u know like,
sometimes you do/say things to people w/o knowing that it is not good
and it is gonna to affect people.
u realise it only somtimes later
the bible says ; out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks

alright.i am not going to stay home alone nemore.i will go crazy

i met my brother today,
it has been a long time :)

kai was such a nice friend yday.
i mean he got along best w me compared to jas&wil

dinner w my sister at sakae was great.
our first to sakae together. =

i was just telling my friend that my blog entry doesnt make sense,
cus 90% of the time,
no one will understand what im trying to say.

life!?

2006-06-12T22:39:00.000+08:00

once and again.
ive been thinking alot

and its really alot.

thinking of stepping into adulthood.

im in my final yr in poly,
getting to further my studies is sth hard to say now
definitely i hope i can

lol.
i have never thought so much before.
nvm, i'll blog more some other time

:)

2006-06-12T01:18:00.000+08:00

nth can be better than this.

i felt exceptionally happy yday(sat)
partly is for what ive learned from lighting
it was truly great man.

3days of filming was great!
team members were really united and awesome!
actors and actresses were simply great!
thank God for a smooth and great 3days work

like i said it is the beginning of a packed to the brim wk, it really was.
and i was.

i believe this wk is going to be one too.
in fact the upcoming wks will be.

[13days to go]

this wk

2006-06-10T00:49:00.000+08:00

this week has set me thinking a lot

busy busy

2006-06-06T22:27:00.000+08:00

it's another pack to the brim week.

and i still cant believe i haven got involve in the GSS yet.

...

2006-06-05T15:32:00.000+08:00

i cant sort my heart out to put my feelings into words

but i know God is always there for me.

long awaited

2006-06-02T11:42:00.000+08:00

the long awaited emerge conference is here.

and another thing.
hah, nvm...

new email

2006-05-30T21:57:00.000+08:00

ive got a new email.
a larger mail size.

this is my new mail :
jayne.xie@gmail.com

GSS

2006-05-29T14:51:00.000+08:00

woa.whee.
the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE is here

i want to shop.
:]

Photos taken on duh's birthday

duh's birthday

2006-05-27T23:21:00.000+08:00

happie birthday duh;
my best pal
be blessed on this special day.

i want to be in God's season,
to flow with the season in my life

:(

2006-05-25T13:24:00.000+08:00

sore throat + runnin nose + cough

jayne; unwell

sth..

2006-05-22T22:39:00.000+08:00

revelation for the wk.
1 touch from God is better than a thousand comfort from the world

happie birthday to shireen*

2006-05-19T13:47:00.000+08:00

i just realise that my school is actually so much nicer from what i initially thought,
maybe i didn really bother to look/explore

shireen and i braved through our fyp meeting together. phew'

i still miss tanglin campus
im currently very (with a capital V) thirsty,
and i cant buy drinks up to class,
its against the rule. GrrRr

newae, check this out.
http://www.syfc.org.sg/events/dvc/cinema.html

thursday

2006-05-18T22:20:00.000+08:00

lesson ended really early today.
today's relief fac is much better than the actual fac.

i am angry w myself cus i overslpt,
overslpt in my afternoon nap.

monday w steph

2006-05-16T20:49:00.000+08:00

went town with yuanci after school
to mango; wanted to get some stuff
met steph(sec sch friend) at wisma
after tryin some clothes at mango
steph and i went heeren
suntec for dinner at swensens
bought my stuff at marina sq.
walked to citylink and back home
a few hrs of meet-up + a fruitful time of chat together.

we cant leave w/o taking photo together

let everything i say.

2006-05-14T23:50:00.000+08:00

show me how to live
teach me how to pray
let everything i say, please you lord.
show me how to live
teach in your ways
so i can walk with you all my days

Joe Pringle and team
led in 3days praise and worship
and its simply awesome.
i love the praise and worship they sang
and they're all pen by Joe Pringle

a word in season for city harvest church
prayer, the spirit of prayer
come up higher in prayer

one thing to rejoice.
im in lighting ministry!!!

the spirit of prayer

2006-05-13T13:13:00.000+08:00

1st conference with Pst Phil Pringle yesterday night
Pst preached about prayer, and coming up higher in prayer.
If you went for the conference you'll be so blessed by the word.
An effective prayer give births to things(dreams and visions)

revelation:
God cant use a boy/girl/man/woman/church who doesnt pray
Prayer is as vast as God

2 more conference to go with Pst Phil Pringle

jayne reloaded!?

2006-05-08T12:39:00.000+08:00

isnt this nice?

my classmate, Sean, did this for me, shireen and another team mate

its currently my wall paper

my wk

2006-05-07T00:12:00.001+08:00

generally, this week went quite well.

wed was crazy, kai and i were laughing like mad

thurs was good, thou' computer animation ut was cancelled last min
(my lesson ended at 2.40, we were told tt test was cancelled at 4.05)
RP! GrrRr..

fri was a busy day.
i missed 2 buses to sch, 2 lift up to class
imagine, thousands of students going to rp in the morning.
because of this, i was late 15mins for class. :(
sch ended at 5, had wireless communication test after school
after school, went to granny's house.
then left for cell grp meeting

saturday(today!)
met up with shireen, supposed to do fyp

(we didnt in the end, not enough time)

after that, met quentin to go down expo for svc
after svc, lighting ministry interview

(the interview went well, hopefully they'll contact me soon)

im so excited to serve! :)

after interview,

prata/roti john @simpang bedok w cell grp for dinner/fellowship
as usual, fellowship is GREAT!

roti john

so thats 2/3 of my wk in a nutshell.

everything is great, because i have a Great GOD. :)

revelation for the wk:
Being religious but not spiritual

computer animation

2006-05-04T14:47:00.000+08:00

this is my problem statement for today.

Your team has been assigned to create detailed Character using vector-based software as a mascot for Republic Polytechnic in their recruitment advertisements.

1st, with green shoes

2nd, with pink shoes

final product, white shoes

prayer meeting

2006-05-02T23:05:00.001+08:00

whoa.! after the prayer meeting
i definitely felt so so so much better.
refresh in my spirit man

forget about the lousy first half of the day i had in class

you are my song,
in my darkess night,
i will sing of your dawn
all of my days,
you fill my life
with mercy and grace

truly w/o God, i dont knoe what i will be doing today, handling my lousy day

:(

2006-05-02T14:34:00.000+08:00

today is not a good day
i haven felt like i wish time will pass faster for the day, for a very long time

i felt like this today,
and it sucks

jimmy!!!

2006-05-01T00:40:00.000+08:00

Got my Jimmy Lin's album all the way from HK, received on saturday

hehe. im so happie.

ive got no idea why sg is not selling his album.

actually i asked Eric to help me check if HK is selling it, i think he bought it online. im supposed to pay for it, i didnt know the parcel arrived so fast. he said its a gift. =X

newae, he left a note. haha. a very nice big brother.

ive successfully convert the songs to AAV format and put it in my nano.

tanglin....

2006-04-25T13:04:00.000+08:00

ive got an hr more before the 3rd meeting of the day
which also mean ive finished my work; computer animation.

i miss the tanglin campus so(infinite) much
why!?
no1. ive got straight bus
no2. ive got straight bus
no3. ive got straight bus
no4. ive got straight bus
no5. ive got straight bus

just 1 point tells alot.
nvm.

memoirs of rp tanglin campus

lastly my work for the day,using macromedia freehand. all except the character on the left is drawn by me.

back to school

2006-04-17T15:53:00.000+08:00

back to school

met shireen and went sch together,
wil be in the same class as her for mon&tues lesson

photo-full entry

2006-04-13T17:36:00.000+08:00

the monday that has just past us by,
i went jb w my mum.
from 6+pm to 11+pm.
shopping and good food.
fruitful day. nuff said

tuesday.
dinner w joo and kyan at sakae/
hah.
met jaskoh to chill out for a while at coffee beans

yep yep.
i'll let the photos do the rest/
joo and mejoo me jaskoh

joo and me at sakae

hello kitty bubble gum from msia xiao bai

me and xiao bai

noel

jastan and me my nano

i won the solitaire game in my nano!!!

thats all, bye.

happie sunday

2006-04-10T01:35:00.002+08:00

in return of the bad wed, i had a good fri,sat and sun.
not that bad after all
i almost went crazie today, talking to jasmine lee
hah. she told me this really cold joke.
will share w u guys after i put them into words
and she asked flinkstone about pinkie.
lol..
i talked way too much nonsense today.

its a happie sunday, i remember...

oh and the joke/story?(u decide) jasmine lee said jus now.
its terribly cold. beware.

the story of : *muah chee* and *char shao bao*
muah chee had its body coated with peanuts;
while char shao bao is white and smooth.
therefore, char shao bao thinks that muah chee is dirty,
and he doesnt like muah chee very much.
just so happen,
muah chee and char shao bao are placed next to each other in the same bakery shop.
char shao bao is so angry and he said to muah chee : ure so dirty, i dont like you, i dont want to see you tmr, or i'll throw u into a river
the next day,
muah chee was still there,this makes char shao bao very angry and said the same thing he said to muah chee on the first day.
3rd day,
muah chee is still unsold.
char shao bao said : ure so irritating, i give u one more chance, if i see u again tmr, im gonna throw u into the river, i promise.
4th day,
muah chee is still unsold.
thus, char shao bao throws muah chee into the river

part 2 of jasmine lee's story/joke.
one day, theres this man who is very depressed.
he was so unhappy, so down.
he was walking along a river and guess who he sees.

lol.

MUAH CHEE (the one char shao bao throws into the river).

wahahaha, i laugh like 1 siao char bo when jasmine revealed the answer.

if u think its not funnie, then nvm. lol.

photos, another day.

ciaos~!

hehe.

2006-04-08T09:10:00.000+08:00

stupid title i know.

but im happie because..
*drums roll*
i bought my nano yday!!
ive successfully uploaded songs and pictures to it
and theres games inside
including my fav. solitaire

on top of the wed matter,
im fine now.
and for those who knows about it,
pls keep it to urself

went out with janice yday
walk arnd town,
after that went to her parents office
to continue my project
hey janice, thanks so much for helping me get the questions/answers from ur parents

i haven upload pictures i took from gdp office
i literally explore the whole office.
newae, the office is really nice.
will upload the pics soon.

til then'

ciao~!

sad wednesday

2006-04-06T01:07:00.000+08:00

its a sad wednesday
my money,gone, with the wind.
just liddat
all b'cause of my carelessness
i really wonder what was i doing at that point of time
sigh~!

a picture taken w Sun together w Huitian, jfoll and me
too sad to photoshop.

pp

2006-04-03T20:36:00.000+08:00

just finished my pp(its a project) content page
with the help from qas.
and now im left with all the typing
hah
im left with 90% of the work
alot but ive all the research done
like last yr?

blogging using qas's lappy,
cus my wireless card has got some problem
i dont know whats the problem
but i assume its the wireless card's fault

after this,
we're going to shop;
window shop

1 thing we cannot miss.

taking photos!! thats Qas and me

very tired

2006-04-02T01:15:00.000+08:00

Yes.
very tired but still want to blog a bit

1st guitar lesson with duh, kaishing by jy yday
simply awesome
learn about the fret, strumming, 4chords
carrying my guitar arnd is really troublesome thou.

met SUN today,
managed to take pictures with her together with huitian, duh, vanessa
and another boy, who dont know how and when stood beside huitian
oh, and SUN said 'pretty girls' when it was our turn to take picture w her. :)

im tired, but happie
with this i shall end with pictures

she is 100times prettier in real life.cus my 1mega pixel lousie hp camera is not good enuff. =X

huitian took her pictures as well w her 5mega pixel camera, will post them here when she send me :) its really very nice...

okaye, gotta slp, byebye~!

i saw patrick

2006-03-30T22:44:00.000+08:00

hah.
who is patrick!?
he is my mum's ex-colleague
and i saw him today.
tall, shuai.. wah..

will be learning guitar from jy tmr.
yeay. finally...
making the full use out of my guitar which was bought like when im 17

ok.im gonna rest.
bye

laughing saturday

2006-03-26T01:22:00.000+08:00

i laughed till my stomach cramp today
during fellowship with my cell grp
goodness.

i took 5 times of cab this wk,
terrible!
and i realise thou the distance i travel is short
but the fare is very expensive
like from my hse to ikea its like 4.70
and back to my hse 5.50
super ex lo!!!

another entry typed at an unearthy hour
gonna slp
having lunch w SUN tmr..hoho~!
SUN HO, btw..
its a fan club..

goodnite.

jfoll, me, huitian at the changi airport :)